UPM 36th Convocation - I'm officially graduated! (Part I)

After more than 20 years studies,

Finally, I need to pause the further study planning.. and perhaps in future I will get a doctorate.. =)

Recall back all the memories during study period, 

There are sweet and sour..

I appreciated each of the moments and issues that i have been gone through. 

After all these years, I had realized an important matter.

" never give up, and never ever feel you are not good enough"

For people like me, who didn't get a flying color result before in Secondary school or during degree..

Don't stop believing in yourself, if you really wan to further study..

Getting higher education qualification is not a dream!

Maybe you need some lucks, perseverance and dedication.

From no A in SPM,

Not pass in STPM (Lower than 2.0 cgpa)

Second lower class during degree (lower than 3.0 cgpa)

until today, I finish my MBA. 

(even my final cgpa is not high compared to my classmates, cause i failed in math skills , but looking at the improvement for each semester gpa.. honestly, I'm proud of myself!)

Family,

act as a supported role in my study life...

A million thanks to my dearest family members... 

Who supported me all the time,

Who allow me be willfulness in this age. 

First of all, thank you to my parents!

who allow me to further my master dream.

who taught me the importance of education.

who support my partially education fees.

Even, sometime, we have conflicts and arguments on different perspectives,

but, the moment of looking at your proud and bright smiles, 

I know that, 

all these things is worth it!

Secondly, 

my beloved boyfriend.

Who provide me unlimited supports from everything!

Who worried my result more than I do every time! 

Who believe my capability,

Who listen to my mumbles and complains with patient!

My 2nd Aunt- A.K.A my nanny~

Who take good care of me,

Who pampered me so much during childhood, 

Who knock my brother head whenever he bully me,

Who influence and shaped parts of my personalities~

My Aunt Wendy, 

Who taught me many things during young ages,

Who try to make me learnt typing skills since standard ,

Who make me learn western table manners,

and, 

Who shared the same bed with me long time ago..

My dearest Nana.

My elder cousin sister!

Who provide me a lots of catering information,

Who taught me bakery skills,

Who shared secrets with each others,

Who give me chances to decorate anything (cakes, cookies, and interior)

My adorable Cousie-Alice

Who is my playmate since young till now!

Who tolerate with my laziness and tempers,

Who share same interest with me,

Who listen to my daily life events with patients...

Beside all the above, 

I would like to thanks to:

Linda Heng- Who take care my a lots during childhood.

My brother John Soo- Who always get me Starbucks stuff =D

Daniel and Richard - my dearest cousin brothers who accompanied me during childhood!

All my little cute cousin... ^^ for everything and anything.

and 

My bf family who accommodated travel plans with my school holidays 

Last but not the least..

this one no need to thank him!

Just to show you how he look like when taking photo with me!

Bad Ettienne

论文进化史！

５月２５日！

就像脱离苦难一样的欢悦！

终于把论文搞定。。 

这一份论文，

虽然可能不是最好的。

但是，它绝对是聚集我身边好友最多帮忙的一份东西！

真的很感谢你们，

每一位。。

每一个伸出援手的你们。。

帮忙回答百多题问题的你们！

谢谢。。Merci, arigato, hamsahamida, terima kasih.. 

用任何的语言也难于表达我的感激之意！ 

这份论文阿。。

真的历尽“沧桑”

一切又回到故事的源点！

话说，

我那爱钱的学校， 努力的想我们这群学生榨取血汗钱！

而不断地推翻之前答应的日期。。

从500元到1500元。。

不断的为我们这些已经不够时间的学生添麻烦！ 

是的，是的，

我们延长期限理应受到罚款。。

问题是， 我们已经在四月前询问， 也得到批准（formal letter) 

但是，他们临时改变日期，给于很少很少的时间。。

说实在，不是钱的问题，

而是，诚信的问题了。。

身为一所教育国家未来栋梁的学校。。

竟然不止一次欺瞒学生。。 

我们不说，不代表我们不满。。

如果，我们理应为你这个学府打造好的口碑，

你也应该给我们可以说好话的点啊！　

喜欢就换日子的话。。

那，我们可以喜欢就不交学费嘛？

将心比心，　不要为了那一点的贪婪，毁了一所学府的前程和名声！　

远离了这一切。。

快乐的开香槟咯！

也不再做夜鬼，看着笔电，　眼朦朦！

给，你们各位。。　协助我的你们！

我的论文！

The relationship between psychological contract, job satisfaction, organizational commitment among front-line employee in klang valley. 

Result:

Overall, psychological contract elements (perceived organization obligation and perceived employee obligation) show positive relationship with job satisfaction and organizational commitment. However, in this study, result indicated that, front line employees did not perceived the extend of their obligations were correlated with job satisfaction. Besides that, employee tend to emphasis on organization obligations for increase their satisfaction and commitment in workplace. 

That's the end of my study life

当一年又一年，他人不断的问你， 在干什么，

而你一年有一年的回答：我还在读书。。

相信， 在工作的朋友，会露出怀疑，不屑的眼神。

好像你是世界上最大的懒虫一样。。

有时候， 他们也觉得啊，你的日子好好过啊。。

读书好简单啊！

什么？你为什么那么忙？你只不过读书而已， 有什么好忙的？ 

要不然，他们就怀疑你， 

这个人，怎么一直在读书？ 

难道他的成绩很差？考不上？一直补考？

当然，还是有一些聪明的朋友， 他们知道如何算年份啊~！

中六要用一年半完成（外加半年， 等待开学）

大学最少要用三至四年

而，硕士大概一年或两年内完成。

（还真的庆幸没有打算读博士学位， 那又是几年了~）

不是说，读书读得多就是好。

也不是靠着读书来虚度日子。

只是想读，想从书本上学习一些不知道的事。。

给钱人家， 你还要做功课， 受气

还是，人家给钱你，你做工，受气？ 

那个看起来比较划算？

我们的考验都不一样。。

工作的朋友，每天都面对着考试， 上司的压力。。

像我朋友说的，工作还有星期六日休息。

读书，是没有间断的。。 休息玩乐或许看起来比工作的朋友多，

谁又知道， 玩乐后， 还要埋头苦读的麻烦？

工作不用背书， 读书考试，靠的就是背啊， 背啊。。 

背那些被冠上堂皇名词的字眼！ 

工作看得是脸色啊脸色~

有什么好比呢？

工作和读书，日子还是一样的过。。

你看我好，我看你更好！

好啦`~抱怨完了。。

想说的是

我的读书生涯要告一段落了~！就要和工作拼命了。。。。

（还有一份论文， 我就可以kiss goodbye to my text books and school)

我家大学的晚餐~

开学咯~

这个学期的课， 有点特别的新学期。。

这个学期， 我们开始选择主修科目。

理所当然的， 我又回到和心理学息息相关的科目 - 人力资源

可能是这个科目并不是十分的热门， 也可能因为学校纯属想要省钱。

我们这些full time学生， 和part time 学生一起上课了。

有点分别， 又没有多大的改变。

上课的班， 不一样了，

老师教书的方式也改变了 （变闷了）

上课的时间变得迟了，

早课少了， 人变得好玩了。

最大的改变， 是我们这班学生有上晚课的晚上都吃学校的晚餐。。

对！我的学校多贴心，　怕晚课的学生来不及吃晚餐，　收多一千元为part time学生准备晚饭！

full time 学生就快乐了～省下吃晚饭的钱，　还快乐的猜想晚餐吃什么。

每天的晚餐都在改变，　一个星期５天的菜肴，　不会重复！

厉害的是，　连续４个星期了，　我都还没有吃到一样的菜肴。

更厉害的是，　盛装食物的盒子会让环保分子投诉的槊料。　一大堆的盒子，　真的可以循环再用。。　每天不自禁的想。　他们会不会拿回去就洗了再用。。　（其实也好阿～可以省钱也可以爱护地球）

但是，想想也没可能，　因为垃圾没有分类，　也不觉得他们会那么的勤力清洗。。

好了，　说说好吃的吧。。

个人认为，　叁巴鱼块很好吃，　但是朋友们都说很麻烦吃

还有马来式的炒米粉。。　也很好吃。。　还加了个荷包蛋呢。。

家乡式炒饭（咸鱼炒饭＋一些菜）也不错～

喜欢辣的朋友就应该比较喜欢江鱼子叁巴。。　好吃到～　爆！

最讨厌的是，鸡！　因为，槊料叉很会断！

最近，学校为了“爱护地球”不再提供槊料杯。　因此，学生需要带自己的“家私”

不断的寻觅适合的杯子。。　那才可以喝学校免费提供的咖啡。。　

是那种Nescafe机，　矮矮的高度杯子。。　

真的有点难看到自己喜欢的，和耐用的。。

结果买的是私家汤匙叉～　哈哈～ 还要小小的那样才可爱~

好啦~离题了。。。

The killer for students

What's are student most afraid of?
What is our nightmare?
What will kill student brain cell?

and... after it kill student life... no one care about it! no legal action restrict it! no chance for student escape from this misery period! no! nothing we can do.. except killing more and more our brain cell...

Obviously, you can guess the answer!
The Freaking EXAMINATION... A.K.A the variable that determine ur IQ level, future incomes, career opportunities, and so on....

Unfortunate for most of the human...
We, at least need to sit for more than 100 exams in our life...
For malaysian, especially those who educate in chinese elementary school...
During elementary, we have 6 years, and every year we have at least 2 exam.. Mid term and final exam. We have at least 5 subjects..
*** (6 x 2) x 5 = 60 exams ++ from age7 to ages 12***

Okiez, that's did not include every three month small test, pop quiz, whatsoever-ur-teacher-sudden-ideas-tests!


Fine, then we processed to Secondary school!
5 years education
At least 2 exams per years
More than 6 subjects +PMR ( Start From Form1 to Form3)
then about 6 basic subjects + 3 elective subjects+ SPM ( form4 to form5)
PMR = 6++ subjects
SPM= 10++ subjects

So the calculation are
{[(3 x 2) x6]+ 6} + { [(2 x 2) x 9] + 10} = 84 rounds of mental tortured!


Hmmppph! before u step to sweet 18, u have done more than 100 exams...
Cool huh?!
Did da make us professional in scoring our exam?
opps! No! it did not!
Did that at least make us understand or memorize some of the contents?
Oh oh! i think most of us "vomit" out whatever we learnt and write on the exam paper d!
and left maybe 10% of the significant and useful knowledge remain in our tiny brain cell...




Fine! my calculation may not be accurate.. But, i think you get what i mean.. examinations are the killer for us.. as a student!
what i hate the most was....
The freaking marks distibution in Msia education system...
See, after u join into uni, college to gain higher education...
U need to complete at least 4 subjects in three months...
and spend most of the times on assignments, projects, presentations, experiments.. so on!
Then your uni still decide to give u only 20 marks for assignments.. ( YES! is more than one assignments!!!!) den maybe 10 marks for ur presentation which include u need to wear super smart, waste at least half days on ur visula aids..

The porpostion for exam marks?! ohh more than 40%... huh?! do my future employee request me to memorize all the theory instead of apply into thier business operation to gain profit and achieved business objective?!

Yes yes, i m mumble, complaining.. because... I HAVE THE FREAKING EXAM!!!!!!!!

phewwwww!!!!!!!!! still... i need to sit for the stupid exam.... shit shit shit!

如果还有明天

最近， 和朋友们在驾车的途中发现一群鹰成群盘旋在空中。
当下觉得好可怕！！
细细的观察，不大像老鹰，比较像秃鹰。。
因为它们的头比较长~
但是，那个地方没有坟墓， 没有尸体（就算有，秃鹰成群结党也太可怕了吧？）
在高速公路看大这样的奇景，
不免会想起“世界难道真的要完蛋了？？”

噢拉米！
就这样，我们不断地猜想，世界末日会在几时？
想想，如果世界末日落在毕业典礼。。　
心里面暗想：他妈的！　好不容易考完试，要发展不样的人生，你竟然在那天世界末日？！
如果在某个人的婚礼上，　不知道是浪漫还是懊恼！！　
一结婚就受到生死的考验。。　还要穿这婚纱带着贵到要命的钻戒。。
懊恼为何当初浪费钱在这颗无意义的钻石，为何不把这笔钱花在吃上。。　还能满足以下脾胃！
如果是某人的生日，
哈哈。。　省啊！生忌和死忌一起来。。　

现在过着的每一天，都像在倒数。。
但是又不舍得放弃。。　为哪未知的因素惧怕。。
还不如快乐的过。。。
有些人为了避免后悔世界末日时，没有得到他一直想要的一切。。
狠起来，刷爆卡！
有些人干脆放弃现阶段的一切，　学业，事业，
只想遨游世界。。。
可能啊～他们会没有退路，　但是，如果世界真的末日，他们就会笑我们的痴傻。。
为了带不走的一切卖命。。

但是，朋友！
我在世界末日是，抓着我的文凭。。　想着我的努力。。　
还是一样快乐。。　而且，我比你多一条退路。。　

（现在的我，　比较希望。。，　没有明天。。。　啊啊啊啊！！！！　功课有时候真的令人抓狂）

One two "Choose"

This semester my classmates and I need to choose our specialize/major subject for further focus in MBA course..


Well, for me it is not a big issue, since i already know and decide what will i be in future... ( call me sturborn or well planner, lol keep stick with my old plans)


However, I was so shocked when i found out the amount of changing major field ( which i asked them during first semester) to another field..
Majority was marketing people tried to change their field to a more "pro-image" subject, such as financial, International business or HR.


Another things that freak me out was one of my classmates.. don't even know what the hell is MBA study and what it for..
The things she get enrolled in MBA is because "MBA no need to work mah!" ( i wish it is a joke!!)

See, career counselling have large market for blur and miserable students..

Somehow, MBA have a lots of choice in thier future career..

i would describe it as whatever job that need to manage and related to business will be related to MBA.. haha~ sound like we have bright future huh?!

no matter what major field that we choose, people will tend to ignore the major field and emphasis more on MBA certs... ( haha the realistic world!!)

Anyway, this semester will be the last semester i forced to took maths subject..

Goodbye calculator.. say hi to memorizing skills ^^

my beloved HR subject, my used to be theories.. wait i settle the financial management and pass to meet u all =)

regarding to the tittle of this post..

it was like One semester, two semester, and you need to choose..

okiez need to focus on calculation again..

wish me luck ^^

1.26am + 3 chap

While the fatty Gang is sleeping..

Her mummy need to avoid the attractiveness of her and the bed!!

The consequence of laziness
1. Need to stay up late for study
2. Psychologically hate yourself of being such a lazy bum
3. Get pissing off with education system
4. Craving for more caffeine and mental support
5. Starting to pray
6. Hard to concentrate
7. Feeling the notes are sucks
8. Blaming the course
9. Wishing the time can be slow down
10. Comforting yourself by asking others progress
11. Give up and turn to gaming..
( so that you have a reason to be fail)
12. Lastly back to reading the notes and wish able to finish before the deadline

And I just wish the bed not so attractive , back not da swollen, able to drive...


Now is 1.36am I spend 10 mins yo start and end..
Just a little break for me.. Back to chewing the mis slides.

(which in fact i really cant chew in reality life.. it is softcopy )

Caffeine

School life can somehow very relax yet, busy for some period.
Unlike working day, facing everyday stress and "exam" that gave by the lecture.
Students are lucky to have time to deal with a slow progress stress..

The funniest things between working and school life is..
One u got the pay, and work for them!!
and another one u need to pay and let someone torture u by using exam and assignment method!!
Lol.. Seem like being a student is the most unfair thing in the world based on the concept above.


However, it s like a egg and chicken issue. No edu no job, no job no need edu!

Work and study, both of them
Need plenty of caffeine.. Cause both of them won't got enough sleeps ( after work and study, we still need entertainment, hence we have no time!!)

I m in the middle of school day..
Feel like flipping my life to a boring and demotivate chapter for this semester..

No matter what, life still continue.. Starr from this week (oppss suppose to be last few weeks)
I m working on my assignments.
Caffeine is what I need to calm my soul and reduce my yawns!!

Ta da!! I found these babes in cold storage!! Woohuuu







Yeap!! Even psychologically I m not boosting, but physical I m boom boom boom for my life..
Sue to my beloved Starbucks!

迷失和混乱。

第二个学期 ， 在不知不觉中，已经过了四个星期。。 可怕的是， 直到现在， 我还没回到战斗的状态，而这个学期远远比上个学期来的。。 麻烦和困难。。从40多位学生变成20多位学生的班。。麻烦的是， 不能再逃课了。。 老师会发现。。老师们也很准时。。 但是我的闹钟比上个学期的迟了。。不是一个好现象。。 不同的是。。 不再是一天一课了。。在安排读书方面变成有点力不从心了。。。上课的班， 不知道是什么原因。。 总是令我觉得很难集中精神。也很容易觉得累。。近来的天气也和热。。 班上的冷气好像没什么大作为。。 是时候了。。 要为自己加把劲了。。。

Mid term?

Some people believe that, human are born with the desire of learning new things..

And da make some of us further our study after 12years of must go school.. We still get enroll into study and study..

As a student I really enjoy the process of gaining more new and diversity of knowledge, but the things is education system had design many test,quiz, and whatever examination for "understand" on the percentages of our perceive knowledge..
So we have mid term final exam..
( Malaysia edu system put more weight on exam more than practice.. Therefore the assignment da u put more effort in did not bring u scoring)


Smell the mumble of being a student?? ( or maybe just complain from me?)

Ya ya!! I m gonna having plenty of mid term soon.. ( +more assignment and presentation too)
If every subject are ob, I really like to study it.. But when come to Econ and account.. Ahhem!! I m suck and waiting for sink..

Anyway, midterm is a way that help the lecture know about student understanding level,
On the other hand, it also help student know how the lecture marking and questioning.. Haha..
It is two way..

And now I better have a nap and work hard for my TripleS ( suck&sink subject) ciao


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大步灠过

最近的日子，
忙，盲， 茫！

忙着，　赶阿赶。。　老师们，　总是觉得ｆｕｌｌｔｉｍｅ学生应该比晚班学生做更多。。　
也许是他们早上的精力充沛。。　就和我们这次苦哈哈的学生死过　！
所幸的是，　还是灵灵性性，　大步揽过。。。

盲目的做做做。。　有时候，都不知道这些功课是让我们了解和实习我们学习的。。
还是，为了满足教育部的政策。。

茫然的面对人事的纠纷。。　
每一次的合作，　就更看清每个人的素质和能力。。
有时候，　合作的对象，　就像你去泰国ｃｈａｔｕｃｈａｋ买衣一样，　能看看表面，　不能试穿。
年轻时，　或许会大声呼和！现在，　姐姐我　已经精疲力尽，　只好吃亏当吃补！
爸爸说，　做多不怕，做多的小孩才会学的更多。。　
其实也是对！　如果在大学里的事情都不能解决，那么，　人生那么长，　不就一直怨吗？

当然，　不是只有坏事，　好事也蛮多的。。
就好像，　找到很不错的未来队友。。　嘿嘿。。。　你们别跑。。我赖定你们了！！　

好了。。　是时候准备冲刺！！　加油了大家！！　

我的妈呀！

说真的，
没有想过自己写的五四三会令到他人不爽和觉得困扰！
已经有超过1个人讨论时，就要澄清了。。

1。说真的， 不要问我我写时是指谁。 因为，我比较注重感觉， 所以我比较在于描述我所感觉 到的。

2。企管学生和心理系学生真的有分别： 最大的分别像之前提起过的，还有他们的废程度！ 我不想越描越黑。 总体来说， 就是中学和小学的朋友。 也是有很大信念和background的差别。

（不过，说真的，更多的相处，令我会更喜欢他们。 毕竟他们还是很有特色的。因为我为人比较自我，如果真的不是很喜欢，我会避开与他们相处。 我。。我。。 没有和你们避开相处阿！）

3。好啦，我承认我错了啦。。 那么快就下了一个“结论”。

好了，结论是， 我的错，不应该那样的将心理系和企管比较。。 =（

no matter the whatsoever halo effect, horn effect, recency effect and ect ect.. I will still prefer analysis people continuely, ( just if you willing to let me do so =P）　，　So, guys and girls, ladies and gentlement, if i really "step on your tail" or my words sound offense to you.. I m sincerly appologize here. Domo Arrigato!

Back to School

The ring bell,
Mummy asked you to study hard,
Daddy pick you to school,
You having your lunchbox and walking to school like a zombie...

It was happen like centuries ago..

The only similarity for my (current) school days compared to these old days.. was.. I still walk like a zombie (with a super thick spec). So, here is my current life:

• I'm joined UPM ( in Serdang not putrajaya.. wtf)
• Like what I wish and hope I had get into MBA course ( finger crossing and blessful from kawan-kawan sekalian are useful ^^)
• Speaking English like a duck who want to learn chicken language in school area
• Driving to school. ( touch wood.. nothing happen so far..)
• Preparing my breakfast everymorning to gain ENERGY for STUCK INFO into brain.
• Listening to "POWERFUL MEMORY" and wish that it really help to increase memory GB
• Meet a bunch of future MBAs , frm different culture, background, ethnic, and it's was funRealised that PhD Lecture is so much different with Master Lecture.. Prof not really look at the visual slide.. they always come out the history, the info directly come frm their brain.
• is having "stress" on studying and memorizing all the subject..
• have difficulties in understanding the assignmet ( they call it term paper or case study), How it need to be done? what kind of format? what kind of thingy little thing should I do?!
• Feeling like my nasib never skip from accounting before.. before the day I born , mummy was doing accounting, and later on I forced to have some account classes and now.. ACCOUNTING IS BACK to my life again ><" (seriously headache wei!)

And, here is my prediction for my later life:

1. I will become darker and darker.. due driving under SUNshine day
2. My Math disability symptoms will decrease and accounting phobia increase ( I wonder what will I be for studying financial.)
3. Become more creative, in term of creating more and more weird/rude/inappropriate short form for memorizing key words
4. will look alike as my pet.. Wugang.. I mean the eyes..
5. Hate Jeans more.. but need more jeans
6. Stress up with all the result...

O,O

Sound fun to rejoin the school days...

But, it became suck whenever exam is there!